!!! Trapped In Life !!!

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Dead Or Alive ..... Ceased to Exist

This is me. The entity of infinite perfection. The benchmark of idealism. The paradigm of supremacy. The world acknowledges my existence, without my appeal. It cherishes the land I tread on, lingering on my scent. Echoes of my presence disrupt cynical hearts, illuminating their blackened aura. My mortality galvanizes craving, in the most selfless beings, as they struggle to become me. The splendor of my appearance breeds envy in all individuals. Nothing can compare to the beautiful life that I live.Then whose reflection do I see? A distorted life splintered across the image. The sensation of radiance lost, with shades of grey engulfing all hues. Loneliness settled comfortably on the heavy sighs, as salt water rolls away to the ground. A desperate plea for a savior, to resurrect a dying soul, goes unheard by deaf ears. Haunting nightmares induce fear to live freely, while shadowy figures constantly point accusing fingers at me. Sanity seems to be slipping away, into total madness, as marks are engraved in the skin. A dark dreary world seems to have trapped me in its realm.I seem to be caught up in fleeting illusions, as the hand of the clock moves on. I get pushed through a variety of joys and heartaches, as those illusions stamp their presence on me. I’ve been longing to break away, from the chains that have bounded me to this susceptible mind frame. The inability to distinguish, what I have lived and what I imagine, heats up the emotional turmoil brewing inside my head. But like other emotions lost, pain and pleasure will soon fade into each other, as I become numb to the world, to my body and my mortal existence.
posted by !!! Man On Fire !!! at 10:44 AM

1 Comments:

For a minute, i was lost for words...

now that they are pourin back in... i feel what u describe here is the grey area between life and death...

What i call the phase when life eases out of us and death tries to creep in...Slowly it overcomes our senses..... and v cease to exist.....

My take is tat.. even when this "death" (not the actual one) takes over us... the individual inside ceases to exist and we merge with the surroundin as yet another "dead" (non-living) "thing" ..... Its like being on a painter's canvas but only as a background... A faint figure... With no real significance...

U hav described this period of "decay"....

Hi neer

Always a pleasure to read ur blog...

Specially when it reflects the course of my life....

Excellent as ever...ur thoughts...

Sid

12:34 PM  

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